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Jun. 16th, 2014 01:37 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
freeasabookTanbata wish
...what?
Is that microphone on?
[he leaves!]
No. I don't want to be recorded.
[just one question!]
...
Fine.
But once I've answered, I'm leaving.
I don't. Wishes are for superstitious children.
[what about when you were younger?]
...yes.
[well?]
...nothing.
Nothing special.
Things like "I hope my family stays happy."
Harmless things like that.
...are we done?
I'm leaving.
...right.
[what's his family like? They must all be quiet, calm birds like him.]
[Did you disappear entirely after BBL? Or are you living on inside Ryouta? Also, what would you have done if you had never been sick? Would you have gone to college? I want to know and I can't stop crying.]
...you made me come in just a little while ago, too.
At the very least, we do know that I spoke to you when you woke up from hibernation.
...that was a pretty bad spoiler.
Are you sure it's okay to show that?
There might be people who've cleared BBL but still haven't seen it.
...it's a little later now.
Anyway, as you can see, my consciousness still seems to be there.
So maybe I haven't disappeared completely.
[Vague.]
I don't exactly exist to begin with.
It's a little hard to imagine something that doesn't exist disappearing.
I don't know what happens after the end of BBL.
Maybe I disappear later on, or maybe I end up sharing mister Kawara's body.
Maybe, if I do end up staying - I'd like to see Hitori move on, and finally start living for himself.
Then I could disappear.
You... can't stop crying?
...you know you can't change the past.
You can't hope for a future which won't be allowed to come, either.
[Didn't you think about where you wanted to go in life?]
Not really.
I never had a dream for what I wanted to be when I grew up, or anything like that.
If nothing had ever happened I probably would have gone on to college, graduated, and thought about things from there.
[You'd make a good museum curator, or a librarian. Or a writer.]
I've never really felt like writing books of my own.
Being a curator could be interesting, though.
I'll think about it.
[For the world where you're still alive.]
Yes... something like that.
Is that all?
...what?
Is that microphone on?
[he leaves!]
No. I don't want to be recorded.
[just one question!]
...
Fine.
But once I've answered, I'm leaving.
I don't. Wishes are for superstitious children.
[what about when you were younger?]
...yes.
[well?]
...nothing.
Nothing special.
Things like "I hope my family stays happy."
Harmless things like that.
...are we done?
I'm leaving.
...right.
[what's his family like? They must all be quiet, calm birds like him.]
[Did you disappear entirely after BBL? Or are you living on inside Ryouta? Also, what would you have done if you had never been sick? Would you have gone to college? I want to know and I can't stop crying.]
...you made me come in just a little while ago, too.
At the very least, we do know that I spoke to you when you woke up from hibernation.
...that was a pretty bad spoiler.
Are you sure it's okay to show that?
There might be people who've cleared BBL but still haven't seen it.
...it's a little later now.
Anyway, as you can see, my consciousness still seems to be there.
So maybe I haven't disappeared completely.
[Vague.]
I don't exactly exist to begin with.
It's a little hard to imagine something that doesn't exist disappearing.
I don't know what happens after the end of BBL.
Maybe I disappear later on, or maybe I end up sharing mister Kawara's body.
Maybe, if I do end up staying - I'd like to see Hitori move on, and finally start living for himself.
Then I could disappear.
You... can't stop crying?
...you know you can't change the past.
You can't hope for a future which won't be allowed to come, either.
[Didn't you think about where you wanted to go in life?]
Not really.
I never had a dream for what I wanted to be when I grew up, or anything like that.
If nothing had ever happened I probably would have gone on to college, graduated, and thought about things from there.
[You'd make a good museum curator, or a librarian. Or a writer.]
I've never really felt like writing books of my own.
Being a curator could be interesting, though.
I'll think about it.
[For the world where you're still alive.]
Yes... something like that.
Is that all?
